Posted in Prayers

The Nectar of Tears

When
the pain
of life
fills
your eyes
and
the bees
arrive
to taste
the salt
of your
tears,
know that
when
they
depart,
they fly
to flowers
and then
to that
dark
humming
place where
bitterness
is made
into
something
sweet.

Posted in Prayers

Bottles of Tears

perhaps it seems that
they are wasted
this sad rain
that has fallen
from the gray clouds
of your eyes

but know this
child of heaven
each precious drop
has been captured
held close to the heart
of the One who has
cried with you

and on that day
when every tear
is wiped away
and joy is a
forever thing
these vessels
will be emptied
into that glorious
golden stream
that is for the
healing of the
nations

Posted in Prayers

When God Cries

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Today dawned gray.
We awoke to rain.
This afternoon we will make the journey to the place of healers,
a trip we have made before,
stooped beneath these heavy clouds swollen with the tears of yesterday and tomorrow.

We swim through the haze as best as we can,
unsure of what storms may come,
drawing comfort from the rain when God cries.

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Bladder

I drink a lot of water so it fills up fast.

It’s a habit I got into growing up in Lost Gap, just outside of Meridian, Mississippi;
100% humidity,
110° in the shade,
working in the strawberry field in the blistering summer heat,
cutting weeds out of the ruby red rows with the bloody blade of a long-handled hoe.

Down one side and back up again;
stopping every once in a while to wipe the sweat from my brow and eye the big orange jug of water shimmering in the distance on the far edge of the field.

It’s my reward for finishing a row.

The boss stands before me now like a fire and brimstone preacher red-faced and screaming.
He was watching with black binoculars from the big house on the hill as I yielded to the temptation of the water jug and left my hoe lying halfway up the row to caress the tepid fluid in a pointed paper cup with my tongue.

The cup is empty now, the water streaming in tears from my eyes and running down my face to splash in big drops like rain in the dry dust under the bench where I sit.

I have somehow sinned and this mud at my feet is the product of my penance.

The preacher is spent;
the sermon sung, the parishioner slunk down in his pew, sobbing anew.
There is nothing, and so much more, to say.
With a cry of disgust, he turns to the bright chariot of a white truck blazing in the sun.
He enters, explodes through the slamming door, and roars away.

I am alone again, enveloped in the cloud of his Ascension, left to stare after him with eyes blurred
by the remnants of my own Dixie squall.
Inside I am dry, my belly empty and still,
but I know that should I drink a glass of water every day for the rest of my life,
I will never be wet again
or fully filled.

October 25, 1996