Now is not the time to be afraid
for you have been made
in the image of the Christ.
Be not dismayed
though it seems your Faith has been betrayed,
hijacked in some ugly heist.
Like Lazarus out of your grave,
kamikaze from Elijah’s cave,
rejoin the ancient Zeitgeist.
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Though I am not as wise as Solomon,
when I think of a certain Friar John
whose abbey was made most Gargantuan,
I see a misreading of Immanuel Kant.
A church born from a babe in Bethlehem
is now most like the Abbey of Thélème
for it has cast off its royal diadem
to follow the mantra, “Do What You Want.”
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495 years ago today, in 1525, the Swiss Anabaptist Movement was founded when Conrad Grebel, Felix Manz, George Blaurock, and about a dozen others baptized each other, breaking a thousand-year tradition of church-state union. (Historical Calendar https://goo.gl/TDME3p )
Below is a hymn by Felix Manz, who was martyred for his faith by drowning in Lake Zurich in January of 1527, becoming the first casualty of the Zurich council’s edict that made adult rebaptism punishable by drowning.
Here is the hymn in German and in English:
Mit Lust so will ich singen
Mein Herz freut sich in Gott
Der mir viel Kunst thut bringen,
Dasz ich entrinn dem Tod
Der ewiglich nimmet kein End.
Ich preiz dich Christ vom Himmel,
Der mir mein Kummer wend.
With gladness will I now sing;
My heart delights in God,
Who showed me such forbearance
That I from death was saved
Which never hath an end.
I praise Thee, Christ in heaven
Who all my sorrow changed.
I am grateful for my forbears and the faith passed down to me by my family.
May I be as courageous.
against foreign sand
reeking of fish spume
by divine’s demand
to where my enemies loom
in a strange land
birthed from whale’s womb
a jagged command
be freed from leviathan’s tomb!
when i’ve lost
patience with humanity
and sightings of
rainbows are rare
i am reminded
only comes through
and i give thanks
that life is
for divine judgement
and i too
of god’s weird
I am wondering if it is time to be silent;
To remove myself from the noise, to be one less voice clamoring to be heard.
I am still so full.
I have so much to share.
Yet who am I to say my voice is more important than any other’s? There are so many….singing, crying, shouting, falling silent.
I am overwhelmed by information, by the incredible cacophony of sound, of the millions living and dying around me.
This is not simply a moment of stepping away, a few days spent in quiet. There seems to be a greater pull, another voice calling me away into the dark depths of my soul.
There is a dying here, a fear that I will become forever mute and unheard, that I will forgo my responsibility to creation and others by withdrawing,
Though there seems to be a difference now, as if the crashing outside the cave is only that and that if I wait with intention I will be called out into the light of purpose in a timing not my own by the quiet voice of God.
I wake to a morning of dismay,
caught up in the troubles of the day,
ensnared in what I cannot change
and a world that won’t rearrange
into a kinder, gentler place
where I’m just another runner in the human race.
Somehow I’ve learned that being painfully aware
is synonymous with showing that I really care
when I simply get caught up in the hoplessness
and the news of another’s tragic distress
which sucks the strength right out of my bones
and leaves me feeling so alone.
There seems to be a lesson here,
rising out of the worry and fear,
that perhaps there is a Voice I should be listening for,
Creator cares for this world so much more
than I ever can or will
and it is with that Love I seek to be filled.
hound of heaven
dogs of war
to which does my
hand reach for?
one for chaos to
the other to pursue
me with lasting peace
turning to one
i bite my tongue
to be consumed
by Love’s release
the other returned
and so to burn
the devil’s dog
at Hade’s feast