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Weekly Serial Book 8 Chapter 5: Diary of a Man

(Author’s Note: Early on in my blogging, to honor the old pulp magazine serials, I began a weekly serial series of various of my stories. I have decided to repost those stories. Each Friday will feature a new chapter until a story ends. Then I will begin a new story. Enjoy!)

Chapter 1 – All Is Still

Chapter 2 – I Crawl

Chapter 3: I Weep

Chapter 4 – I Hear

Chapter 5 – We Sleep

June 7

Forgive me for these short entrees. I just don’t have the strength to write much anymore.We made it to the Tree today. We were right, it is alive. How, I don’t understand. Eveline has fallen into an exhausted sleep and so soon shall I.

June 8

Eveline died today.

I felt Life cease coursing through her hand, and I real­ize that soon I too must . . .

Written Sept. 12, 1985

Part of the Cold War Kid collection

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Weekly Serial Book 8 Chapter 4: Diary of a Man

(Author’s Note: Early on in my blogging, to honor the old pulp magazine serials, I began a weekly serial series of various of my stories. I have decided to repost those stories. Each Friday will feature a new chapter until a story ends. Then I will begin a new story. Enjoy!)

Chapter 1 – All Is Still

Chapter 2 – I Crawl

Chapter 3: I Weep

Chapter 4 – I Hear

June 2

I awoke to a scratching sound. A sound? A sound! A sound means life, doesn’t it? It took me awhile to figure out that the scratching came from behind me. I spoke and remembered how weird my own voice sounded in that gray dawn, “H-H-Hello.” Like an echo, it came back. The same huskiness from dis­use, the same uncertainty, the same disbelief. Another person? Someone to share my hurt, to lean on? Another to talk to?

The scratching became louder as the other began to dig more frantically. I too wished to help and began to eagerly cast boulders here and there. No boulder, however big, was a match for the awesome strength that coursed through my veins. Soon a tousled and dirtied head of hair appeared and then a face and then shoulders, arms, legs, a body! Suddenly, two strangers were embraced in each other’s arms. So began the happiest days of my life.

Eveline and I shared so much this afternoon. How she had struggled beneath tons of concrete to find a way outside, always clutching the book so special to her. She read from it today, sharing her favorite parts with me, and I too am finding that it is becoming special to me.

“Lo, I am with you always.”

“Come to me all who are heavy laden and I will give you rest.”

“Aren’t you worth much more than sparrows?”

In deep contentment, we fell asleep in each other’s arms.

June 5

Eveline and I have spent these last couple of days just simply sharing with each other and to my shame, I realize that I have been neglecting this diary. Eveline feels it is impor­tant too. Maybe another future generation will read it and not make the same mistake our generation did.

June 6

Eveline and I have decided, realizing that our strength is almost gone, to crawl toward a distant pine tree outside of Town. It symbolizes the new life we shall share together soon. From what we can tell from here, it is still living. We start­ed today and slept on the outskirts of Town.

(Originally posted here March 2012. Written in 1985 at age 18).

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Weekly Serial Book 8 Chapter 3: Diary of a Man

(Author’s Note: Early on in my blogging, to honor the old pulp magazine serials, I began a weekly serial series of various of my stories. I have decided to repost those stories. Each Friday will feature a new chapter until a story ends. Then I will begin a new story. Enjoy!)

Chapter 1 – All Is Still

Chapter 2 – I Crawl

Chapter 3: I Weep

May 31

I have done nothing for the past few days but lie here and weep. The tears I have shed on this hill shall be my last, there are no more to cry. I only feel a nauseating feeling deep down inside. How long must I suffer? I am begin­ning to realize that those who died were the lucky ones.

June 1

A new month. Who cares. No one is keeping track.

It has come to me that I must explore the city before I die. Perhaps I will find a reason, an explanation, to justify this man-made ignorance other than the childish ones I heard all my life.

I spent the entire day crawling through the ruins of this lifeless city. Don’t know if there was anything important to see. Had my eyes closed.

Bedded down amongst the rocks and remains of a skyscraper that now barely scrapes the ground. ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone. He who falls on this stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom it falls will be crushed.” I wonder who said those things.

(Originally posted here March 2012. Written in 1985 at age 18).

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Weekly Serial Book 8 Chapter 2: Diary of a Man

(Author’s Note: Early on in my blogging, to honor the old pulp magazine serials, I began a weekly serial series of various of my stories. I have decided to repost those stories. Each Friday will feature a new chapter until a story ends. Then I will begin a new story. Enjoy!)

Chapter 1 – All Is Still

Chapter 2 – I Crawl

May 26

Began crawling as soon as I awoke this morning. It’s the easiest way to forget about how still everything is. I crawled a few more precious hundred yards. At least I’m making some progress.

I hope the berries I’m eating and the streams I’ve been drinking from aren’t contaminated. It really doesn’t matter anyway. I’m probably contaminated.

I stopped crawling earlier today, knowing that my strength is giving out. Good night, or is it? Day is night to me and my days definitely aren’t good, so why should complete darkness be so much better? Perhaps because I can’t see the complete and total destruction about me. Well, it’s getting too dark to see to write so this definitely is, “Good night.”

May 27

All I did today was crawl, crawl, crawl. Don’t know how long I can take this constant pain. How much time do I have? W ill I ever know what really happened? Who am I gonna tell any­way?

May 28

Didn’t think I was even going to be able to move today, but I managed. It paid off.

I reached the bluff overlooking Town around midday as far as I can tell and just stared in horror. The city that had been considered the most beautiful in this part of the country lay in desolation. Nothing remained of Westminster Heights and the sprawling estates that had lain along its luscious, tree-lined avenues. Emerald Fountain, which had glittered like a beautiful jewel in the green velvet of abundant foliage that had surrounded it, now lay in ruins; a stony mass from which a meager trickle of greasy water ran. The mammoth office buildings that had risen so gracefully into the blue sky were no more than twisted hunks of concrete and metal.

The . .

Oh, I can’t go on. Such desolation and destruction only melts my soul within me and makes me sink into the pit of my waning existence. I know that all mortal things must return to the ashes and dust from which they arose, but why? Why so pre­maturely? “The answer’s blowin’ in the wind.”

(Originally posted here March 2012. Written in 1985 at age 18).

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Weekly Serial Book 8 Chapter 1: Diary of a Man

(Author’s Note: Early on in my blogging, to honor the old pulp magazine serials, I began a weekly serial series of various of my stories. I have decided to repost those stories. Each Friday will feature a new chapter until a story ends. Then I will begin a new story. Enjoy!)

Chapter 1 – All Is Still

Below, in a dark expanse of treeless land void of all life, stands a lone pine. Its needles are dying and begin to cover the two forms below it with a soft, brown carpet. The humans lie with their backs against the pine’s trunk, their hands clasped firmly even in death. In her other hand, the woman holds a small black book with worn edges close to her breast. The man grasps a sheaf of fast-yellowing papers. A broken pen lies on the ground beside him. Those papers hold a story that will soon be forgotten, but you must hear it anyway.
May 24

I awoke to a stillness I have never felt before, or shall again. I couldn’t hear the birds’ sweet singing or even the wind rustling through the trees. Where were the robin’s glad song and the pine’s whisperings?

My curiosity aroused, I struggled, with much pain and a­gony, to raise myself to my knees. This feat accomplished, I brushed the dirt and ash from my eyes and looked around. The sight that met my eyes made me begin to weep.

Of the pine? All trees I could see were but charred black stumps in a blackened ground. No longer would the breeze whisper through beautiful green foliage or waft a tree’s fresh scent throughout the land. The only scent that came through the air on the wings of the wind was the nauseating smell of . . .

Of the robin? The only bird I saw was a corpse lying in front of me, its beak still opened in song. His brightly­ colored feathers would no longer glisten in the sunlight. They were forever blackened by fire and ash.

Exhausted from the effort of getting up and with hope­lessness in my breast, I fell into a fitful slumber, weeping.
May 25

I awoke again to that same awful stillness. I probably will for the rest of my life. I suppose this is May 25, though I can barely see the sun through the dirty, hazy blanket Earth’s atmosphere has become. Anyway, I will enter this ac­count under that given date. It doesn’t matter what day it is anyway, I doubt anyone’s keeping track anymore. From what little sun I can see and the slope of the land where I lie, it seems tome that town is to-the north of me. I find that I haven’t the strength to get up so am beginning to crawl slowly and painfully northward. After crawling a few hun­dred yards through still-smoldering sand and ash, I collapse in an exhausted heap. There will be no more progress today. Still thinking about “progress” and where it had gotten humans, I fall into a fitful slumber. Darkness.

(Originally posted here March 2012. Written in 1985 at age 18).

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New! Dystopian Short Story “They” Published on Wattpad

As noted earlier this week, “They” is now published on Wattpad. The link is below:

in a not so distant dystopian future, a citizen discovers true freedom

https://my.w.tt/S7JVw7UroT

Click view as reader for best reading experience.

Or you can download the ebook in .pdf format below:

https://1drv.ms/b/s!Ahdvw20Lq-XNg9U7_tQZtny0xkto9w.

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CAMPFIRE TALES – Salamander Sees

Salamander sees.

The third letter more than one ocean many species, observation.  People split three ways uneven slabs to slivers, sweet, sweat, swarm.  Top down trickle tongue out up to the dribbling sky, thirsty.  The beautiful ones suck the clouds dry clean wash twice, three times a day.  Skin glow brillo golden gold silver green coin rain acid hot burn flesh, out tongue in quickly.  Below earth under swarm the ugly.  Dirty sick thirsty cave temples built worship the beautiful gold moving pictures desire them the beautiful their lacquered loins.  Between upland the media eyes ears note letters report story, death of the clouds.

Salamander once ugly now medium belly sore years below tongue flick taste of sky better.  Below smell dirt sand rock earth sky cave dark bruise friends no see.  Cold work the cloud makers labor cumulus cirrus stratus cirrus cumulus stratus endless not enough more, wash the beautiful.  Below many day born mother laugh cry one more struggle scrape, teeming subways.  Food mud dig wall bug, chew.  Salamander eyes open see black curious lazy cloud makers stay away, scolded child.  Lonely alone no work no dig wall bug crawl search old place forbidden hole empty secret space paper letters light story, learn.  Day gate hole see hurt eyes sky joy tell whip pain mother fear, no.  Lonely return secret no tell, question.  Year found punish cloud maker work labor we all I no whole hole sky go escape, disruption.  Punish tail taken banish upland mother cry friends no see no hear now here upland, medium.

Salamander sees eyeglass lenses clarity, observation.  Blur all same no different now much, question.  Upland many space feel less bump bruise only city concentrations, mass.  City brown round house brick below gate open once twice a year, limit ugly.  City speed rush danger crawl step on.  Salamander learn stand, scurry.  Salamander medium good, fast.  Cloak cover skin no tail below same upland warm cold warm cold change, hard.  Day glimpse beautiful eyes hurt bright return cloud scraper quick beautiful question.  Day follow cloud scraper find bright wall touch fire pain hurt run fear, question.  Year capitol work learn report down deathrate birthrate steady reward three division cut clouddeath edit life under no copy past below chameleon discovered shame, new city.  Roam year work learn report no tail discovered, repeat. End desert grow room, find home.

Hole sleep write watch clouds change, thin.  Sand study sky hill holes rock night smell shadow noise, fear.  Day prints question, god.  Hungry god lonely food out morning bug gone, peace.  Year study feed god.  Day tracks god mountain storm flash burn pain rain wash soothe, beautiful?  Confusion run whimper run lick wounds scars healed head tail stump strange, sleep.  Awake voices fear blind mourn other holes, friends.  Outcasts god long night speak learn, home clouds make new.  Friends eyes, eyeglass no.  Blind.

Salamander sees.

Written June 27, 1997

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Catfish – a new serial – Chapter 4 – on WattPad

The fourth chapter in my new serial short story entitled Catfish, a fish story from the Deep South with a twist. This is also my first story on WattPad. This is the final chapter!

Catfish by Keith Lyndaker cover

https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/43160798-catfish

Author’s Note: Campfire Tales, featuring a story serial, are published every Friday. Please see the publication schedule page for more info.

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Catfish – a new serial – Chapter 3 – on WattPad

The third chapter in my new serial short story entitled Catfish, a fish story from the Deep South with a twist. This is also my first story on WattPad.

Catfish by Keith Lyndaker cover

https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/43160798-catfish